hi i'm Big V i'm in the same mess i have two boys that god, gave me. now i'm not doing so well. i was hit by a car in 07 my right leg and both of my hands was in a cast for about 5mo. it was hard but my god, got me thought so i said all that to tell you that god can help us all we need to do is ask HIM!.he'll do it he;ll help us well MUCH LOVE BIG V.